hmm so hello again everybody, even though i see you all everyday (mostly).

im apologizing now for the spammification of your inboxes, though they are probably already so full that you cant even tell the difference.

um rawr? ive been writing alot lately. dunno why really. alot on my mind, for one. theres always alot on my mind.

one thing that ive been thinking alot about is relationship dynamics. my relationships with people have changed quite alot over the past month or so. ive developed stronger bonds with some people, and become really distant with others. in some ways this is good, i guess. i just feel so different sometimes. like a completely different person.

i hate to lose friendships, but i have to admit the newfound closeness with certain people is really nice to have. you know who you are, i hope. and im going to say it again...thank you. it means alot to me, to know that people care, or even that they notice, take an interest. thanks, guys.

um soft moment over...i dont even know why i wrote all of that.

so i think we need to start some kind of...creativity group type thing. not an official dA group, i mean like a personal thing. to bounce ideas off each other, and help out with art block in all forms. it sucks, being unable to generate ideas, or come up with something to write, or draw, or photograph.

what do you guys think?